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Thursday, December 27, 2007

Horoscope O' Horoscope

Friendster Horoscope for December 27, 2007

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)[?]


The Bottom Line

It is not an easy day to work on self discipline. Too much temptation is coming!

In Detail

Self discipline is not an easy thing to achieve. Especially now, when so many different ideas and opportunities are tempting you to scatter your energies. Think of these temptations as tests of your willpower. There's a direct connection between refusing something you know is not good for you, and welcoming something that is good for you. You know the right things to avoid, so avoid them. This may require a last minute revision of your social plans.

postscript: please take note i do not believed in deciding your life based on horoscope reading, but i like to read horoscope at the end of the day and in most instances what it say is indeed true.... fascinating. Like this one...... so so close to what's happening today. (ilezalzu)

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

No Title2

"one of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter."
James Earl

Sampai KL

Sampai KL pukul 2.30 pagi tadi setelah bertolak dari KB pada pukul 3 ptg. Ikut jalan Terengganu - LPT. Damn letih gile, lepas berhempas pulak menekan pedal minyak (dengan kadar yg logik) dan bergelut dengan lori, Avanza yg gila babas deras dan dua kelisa yg juga gila babas deras.

Skrg aku dah insomnia tak boleh tido. So buat secawan Vanilla Tea and layan facebook the latest social networking site yg just being bought over by Google (you see the potential??). Benda ni macam friendster (the pioneer of social networking) and myspace, tapi the diff is there thousands of app (customed developed) that can be plug-in to the facebook site.

Facebook is a great place to kill time!!!!

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Goin back to KL tomorrow.

Going back to KL tomorrow, after wedding reception at Najimi's house. I'm sure they gonna be a lotta cars tomorrow, as most of KLites return back at the same day. To make matter worse, Kuala Krai - Gua Musang road is still closed and the traveller has to pick either Jeli - Grik road or KB - KT way. Both equally long distances and challenging.

I hope everything going to be ok tomorrow. Pray to God to keep me safe. I'm still online at this wee hours facebooking and chatting with R. Atleast its for a good cause.

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

i can hear this song in my head

In the garage 1

Time moves slowly in Kelantan

I was back to my homeland Kelatan on Sunday night after a challenging journey, camel-trophy alike road conditions. Thank to God me and Kimi arrived safely. The overall journey took us 10 hours, another record breaking journey during Raya Haji. It is acceptable since we had to detour because the usual road (Gua Musang - Kuala Krai) was blocked by landslides.

I'll spend 1 week plus here to attend three important events, Hari Raya (of course) and two important weddings. One is my cousin(Fariza) from my late mother side and another one is my best friend (Najimi) in MRSM. The previous was held yesterday so it was early of the week and the latter will be held on 25th the last day of my vacations. I have to strech my vacations to fit this two event. Eventually i'll be alone in this house.... :D my parent went to KL to celebrate this festive with other relatives in KL.

Imagine if i can wake up for tomorrow Sembahyang Sunat Hari Raya....hmmmm i wish somebody can gimme a wake up call. I've tau-pau 30 sticks of satay ayam for my ration for the next 2 days, i'm sure a lot of eatery will be close, so prepare the umbrella before its rain.

It is a wet season in Kota Bharu. This city just had 2 waves of flood just before i came back, from the news, they are expecting another wave this Friday. I hope they are wrong. The traffics was very heavy in the city, citing that city dwellers have returned home. On the afternoon i went to Majlis Agama Islam (MAIK) HQ, to get official receipt of zakat pendapatan that i've paid. Seems that the procedure wise is not up to the standard yet, because there are having minor prob location funds transfer my MBB account to their Bank Islam acc thru m2u, but in the end i got the receipt. I'll touch on this story in my future posting.

Wishing all muslim friends Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha. Please be safe during this festives period..... c ya...

Tuesday, December 11, 2007


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Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Who are more lucky?

Today i joined a Community Projects, organize by division. It was the second projects in the year and the target was special children from Perstatuan Kanak2 Istimewa Hulu Langat ( and orphans from Yayasan Sunbeams ( The children and us rendezvous at Saloma Bistro for launching ceremonies, lunch and some games before group excursion to Aquaria and KLCC Petrosains. The orphans went to Petrosains and the special children went to Aquaria. The special children suffer from a wide range of physical and mental disabilities including cerebral palsy, hyperactivity, autism, blindness, down syndrome, global developmental delay etc. They come together with their guardians and each of us are assigned a child to take care. The games (or rather call show) in Saloma Bistro was very exciting. It was clearly translated in the face of the children, their guardians and us! Kudos to the 'clown'. I'm not a really hardcore welfare volunteers, or else my weekends will be filled with all sorts of volunteerism works, but i do believed that we all should give some time and money for this minorities. Its just like zakat which is a compulsory tax to those who are eligible, as stated in Quran; And in their wealth and possessions they remembered the beggar and the needy (al-Dhariyat (51): 19).

I salute those who volunteer for their concise mind and hard works for those children. They children may never thank them, but i and millions other Malaysians will.

Looking at the face of this children, i had a mixed emotions. Should i project a gloomy looks to show that i'm sorry for them and their parent, that i understand what they have gone through or should i be cheerful enough to put their misery away and have fun for the day. Well i choose the later.

They children may not remember my name, heck they don't even asked, they don't care who sponsored the project, they will forget where they are, what they did and how much trouble they gave us (the guardians)..... but thats the whole point, its not about us but about them. We are there just to make sure we gave them, let say one of the best day in their life. While at the same time i manage to make new friends in other groups who i never met before, thanks Nikon in my hand. A good ice breaker.

When i looked into their eyes, there is a thought crossed my mind. What would it feel to be in their body? what if i can exchange with one of them, just like Freaky Friday movie. What does it feel to leave all the real-life problems behind, have no or just lil bit emotions, no financial constraint, no love life, no life planning, no stupid assignments, no screams from your boss, no politics and there is always some one to take care of you. Everything is back to basic, eat, sleep and pooh. So who are more lucky those kids or me?

Sunday, December 02, 2007


1. To commit oneself by a promise to do or give; pledge
2. To make a declaration assuring that something will or will not be done.

Everyday we promised, to ourself, to our love one, to god and everyone in between. Sometimes we keep the promise, other time we break it, purposely or not. We give all sorts of excuse to justify the actions although in retrospective we shouldn't promise it at all upfront.

Seems that nowdays people care less about promise, they failed to take a step back and think for a while whether they should promise something. The results is a society who are care free about a promise. They like to hear it, but don't expect it to happen and if it doesn't, they don't really care.

Since it becomes a norm, there is no merit to those who really keep up their promise, cause everyone just don't care. A damned society if i may call it. Though there are still many good people who valued their promised and uphold to it.

Well here i am today, writing this vow right now, so i won't forget what i had promised. "Friendship forever, in good and bad".