loyalty vs stupidity

Here i am at 12:53am sipping quater full glass of coke, while inhaling my fav mild seven. (those 2 things gonna kill me soon!!)

i just realize that i still maintain my 10 year old hotmail account while at the same time utilizing yahoo!! mail and gmail. Maybe for some ppl they just gonna abandon their ol email when they have a new one. well some people just keep on changing their phone no.. i can't do that. i just love all the memories surrounding all things that related to me, be it email account, phone, no, notes book, pic, shirts, address books etc.

thinking deep down inside, i guess i'm kinda a loyal type of person, loyal to 'anything', even if i have something 'new' that ol things are never left behind. hmmm that bring me to another conclusion, i might be polygamous.... :D dont worry i'm loyal...

is loyalty a stupidity?

the last supper

Tonight for the first time in about 3 years, sit together me, Nad, Kimi, Pian and Sudin. Nevermind about Tupac, Abah, Azhar and Ijat as they live far far away, although it would be very nice if they were around.

We went to this Kelatanese/Siamese restaurant in Pandan Perdana, called Arafah. Had 2 bowl of Tomyam Campur, 2 plate of Kailan Ikan Masin, 2 plate of Daging Goreng and a plate of Telur Dadar, simple yet very yummy to all of us compare to fine dining course at any reputable restaurant in Klang Valley.

There must be something going on, when Sudin is around. Yes it is. He together with Nad was there to pass to me and the rest of the group their wedding invitation. A honorable and memorable ocassion if i may say, The Last Supper of those 2 bachelors with me.

They can be consider as second wave to get marry, after the first wave of Tupac, Ijat and Azhar. I feel happy, excited and at the same time kinda sad knowing that they will no longer spending time with me and the rest of the group but alas we are 27 now and its about time each of us to surrender our bachelor title and move on in life.

The atmosphere was warm but not as happening as it used to be whe we was back in UTP. There are a lot of jokes, laugh, stories, gossip and fun back there. That was the day.

Pian have engaged and now only me and Kimi are left. Hmmmm...will i be the last man standing? i personally have thought about this a long time ago, but now it seems really happening. Nevermind, there is nothing to regret, looking back i always like to accompany any of my friend to the last. Yup i do. Its not that i planned to do that but i guess it always happen like that due to my mind-set "i'll never leave my friends behind".

Take for example, back in UTP; when we (housemates) going out for class i will always check that no one is left behind with the exception to those who prefer to sleep than going to class (Pian). Normally i and my pillion rider ride the last. Same case when we are going out for a lunch, dinner or 'minum'. I'll check whose going and whose not and i only left when i'm sure no one else is following. Dialogue like this always coming out from my mouth; "weh..tupac pegi dok?", "mana abah?", "piye jomm la minum", "lekss dulu Nad", "sapo lagi gi..?", "gi dulu...aku tunggu tupac", etc.

Sometimes i do feel my action is stupid, and i do feel hurt when no one wait for me in some ocassion. Now maybe i should think about relationship and the like, as everyone else have move on and there is no one else left behind.

Enemy from Within

Siapakah kaum munafik? Mereka mengatakan mereka ISLAM, namun mereka menentang hukum Allah, mereka mendustakan sunnah Rasullah, mendustakan Al-Quran, membentangkan agenda tersembunyi mereka diatas lantasan kemanusiaan, mereke bersengkokol dgn musuh Islam menawarkan kebebasana atas nama hak asasi manusia/persamaan.

Merekalah musuh yang paling menggerunkan, mereka ber bin dan ber binti kan nama islam, berpakai seperti saudara muslimin dan muslimat yg lain, memakan makanan sama, tiada beza dari segi fizikal diantara mereka dan saudara muslimin dan muslimat kita. Tetapi merekalah yg mesti kita perangi, kerana mereke bersembunyi didalam ummah kita.

Ya Allah, aku berdoa semoga engkau jauhkan kaum munafik dari bumi Malaysia, dan terangilah hati kami utk dapat membezakan mereka, kuatkan kami utk memerangi mereka.

Adakah SIS munafik? hanya mereka mereka mampu menjawabnya. Wallahualam.

Story of the HOUSE

Imagine...

You have a house
You decorate it to your liking...although it might not look goods to others
You govern it by your own rules
You love it so much

That is your retreat
That is your history
That is your life
That is where you shelter
That is where you feed your family
That is where you grow your family

One day YOU wish your children will become the head of that HOUSE when youre gone

but..

one day some distant friends come and want to live with you
You let them in
You let them sleep in one of your rooms
You let them eat in your kitchen
You let them bath in your toilet
You feed them together with your family

day to day
week to week
month to month
year to year have gone by

Will you allowed your friends to
Decorate your house
Govern your house
Love your house like it was his
Claimed the house!!

This is what happen to palestine and singapore
Will it happen here? only YOU can answer it.

whose name on my hotmail contact book

intro: apeace1@(mailpanas).com is my FIRST email add (since 1996). Proud to say i'm still using it although not actively as before, thanks to SPAMMERS...you guys suxx.

let see whose on the list:

aimi
alanis, tasha
amin_cosmo
aminuddin_kpdnhep
anis_cosmo
anisCOSMO
anuar, azhar
arfah_klassmate
asma, hanim
awak, Payet
aYu, dAyaNg Ku
Ayu, Dayangku
azeta, nur
Azhar
azhar_anuar_mrsm
azirah, hani
AZIZ, AHMAD
Aziz, syarifah Ira
Azizi, Baidrul
azleenmn
azmeerudin, az
azmeiryassin_utp
azrina
azura
azwari
badrul
baharuddin, tengku juhan...
bahjat
baidrul_klassmate
BMN, Aze
Chik, Syuwaibah
CLsearch
dayang
dinawarian
eezlin_irc
emin_utp
eta, nura
fadly, hairul
faisalmo
FAIZAL_PUZI_mrsm
farabi, kelas
Farah_Aida
FarahIsma_klassmate
farena, nur
farin
farinMOBA
farisah_DDSB
fatini_utp
fellowship_of_utp
fidah
fikri, irfan
Firdaus-Aziz_mrsm
frisha, frisha
guu
Hadi, Nurazeta Abdul
hapizaa
hasim, sufian
haszemi, nur lizziana
Hisham, Khairul
HRD, RASHID BAHARUDDIN,
Ilin
irfanfikri2
ise_klassmate
izza, noreen
jaswal, jathullah
jemaari, suraya
jere
Jolie, Lolly
kb, cosmo
khairi_cosmo
khairil_DDSB
lady fa
leen, kak
lian wah seng
lina@jobstreet.com
linux, ketupat
liza
Lolyta_utp
luthfi, shahir
maarof, nuraida
makhatar, azlinda
makhatar, azlinda
manager_kb
mansor, chot firdaus
marha_sidik_klassmate
maria, zoel
masrul, najimi
masyitah, ilina
mat, encik
mazerq
mazleen_ddsb
mazmee, eliza
mek_yie_utp
Melissa_klassmate
menteri_passola
miera_1811_cosmo
miswan, fareena
MISWAN, NURFARENA
mmu, odek
Mohammad-Hafeez-Mohd-Joh...
msuraya_cosmo
munira, aida
musliha, muna
nadia
nadzry, md
nadzry, mohd
nadzryatim
najib_klassmate
niena_mrsm
nizea, mir
NOOR, MOHD
nora_cosmo
norhaliza, raja
rafizi, ahmad
Rajaee, Azlinawati
reza, ilman
reza_aidid
rizal, edwan
roslan, azzuhana
ruby
sahabat, sahabat -
sarawak, azwandy
sarawak, zaki
sepupu, kelab
seraf_klassmate
Shahidah, Nik
shahrum, shahrina
Sham
shell, asria
street, job
sudin
sudirman_cosmo
Suzearitz
takiyuddin, mohd
talibe, astalinda
terasbina
TgNadzri
tumpaque
tupat_aust
UTP, ainolar shazali
utp, budak2
vedder, sudin
vedder, sudin
Wan-Rizan
Wan_azmah
wennie
yaya
yaziibrahim
ZA, Azami
zahri, kevin
zainal abidin, azran
Zainal, Asma Hanim
zainal, hanim
Zaini, Fieda
zulhilmi_cosmo
Zuraidi, Iswan
zy_klassmate

who is Projek AK?

Back in 90's during the hey day of grunge/alternatives/underground (uuuhhhh i really miss that era), everytime you bought an cassette from underground band and flip through their kinda kewll cover you'll arrived at credit section.

From what i noticed (at that time), almost ALL underground bands will give credit/special thanks to this Hardcore (i think there hardcore)named Projek AK. Too bad that i didn't take initiative to explore who this band really are, and why so many bands gave them credits.

Even when i'm googling today, i still can't find anything bout them.... well after this years they probably stop playing gigs and perhaps have a wife and daughter that they love so much, doing 8 to 5, have bigger tummy, worried about their finances, sleep at 11 and so on. whatever it is i give my salute to PROJEK AK!!

my first secret recipe

Last Sun (7/5/06) i had my first Secret Recipe meal!! am i? well i think i ate their cakes before...emmm when was it.

ohh i ate the cakes from ijat birthday (given by mazerq)... hell yeah, that was what? 6 years ago!!

i got nothing against SR, it just i don't have much occassion to go there. I won't go there for a lunch or dinner am i? unless i'm really craving for their famous cheese cake, which i'm not.

*everything must start with first steps don't they.

>>Symbol and their importance<<

Why does every groups/parties/movement/organization/companies/religious group/etc must have their own symbol?

check out here for list of religous symbol. imagine if they don't have the symbol? wat it gonna be? what if it doesn't have a name?

ok try this, imagine "sebuah pertubuhan kebangsaan untuk orang melayu malaysia". Kinda hard isn't it, can't imagine what 'kind' of thing it is. But how about imagine "UMNO" (at the same time UMNO symbol/logo/flag will flash in your mind). So this name + symbol represent/summarize the whole group.

According to Oxford 'Minidictionary' (yup, i only have mini dic); symbol n. thing regarded as suggesting something;mark or sign with special meaning.

Now it make sense huh! so every groups/parties/movement/organization/companies/religious group/etc who want to represent themselves to the general public 'SHOULD' have symbol.

p/s: i'm gonna come out with my own symbol.

Disclaimer: i'm not an UMNO member, their name is use just for an example.

Teman tapi Mesra

"Kenapa perempuan yg dah kawin lebih mesra dgn lelaki berbanding dgn yg belum khawin??"

me have experienced.

Congrats Taqi dude

Dude forgot to say congratulation to you (and Naiza) for your engagement.... ingat darah manis tu!! sekali petik.......

First encounter in KL Sentral

Hi!!